rain and birds

you and me
together on the forest
speaking, eating, drinking
teaching me to be lion on heart
bird after rain...

your memories, your armies
my old life...my new life....changes..
the past..the now and the futur 
you were always at the beggining..
at the end...

alone far away from your arms
but so near to your mind.
your voice..a smile
your  thinking...a double smile

but now I don't know your place 
I go to green forest but
I can't find you...
every day, every morning
I am on the forest waitng always
for the smile of the bird..

The Sad Clown